How has another month gone by? I find myself wondering that a lot. The days seem to be so long but the weeks so quick. I am learning that is true of life… many long days, long shifts at work, long struggles, yet time seems to go by and those struggles begin to feel so small compared to the next. As a child I was taught that the Lord cared about the little things just as He does the big things in our lives and I really feel like I am learning what it is like to rely on Him

Well my dear friends it’s been a while… I decided I needed time to process, time to just really realize all that we have gone through and just be present. So I backed away… from a lot of things. It’s crazy the things that losing our boy has taught me, but one of those is that it is okay to not be able to do it all, to say no. I think often times our society pressures us into doing things… expectations are placed on our friends and family subconsciously based on what they w

I realized the other day that I failed to update post on update on our relationship until we had the baby. It’s crazy the way the Lord works things out for HIS good. I married the love of my life last October... When I look back on our journey to that point it can almost be comical at times. I met Jerry when I was just 16 years old… almost 17 years ago. We were in a relationship off and on throughout those years, but I knew that the Lord would need to change his heart and

Gaining weight is NEVER EASY... can I get an amen?! As we began thinking about getting pregnant again, I knew that I needed to get my body ready to carry another precious baby, and lose the weight I had put on during our last pregnancy. Please don't think that is something easy to think about... more on that later. My sweet husband has been so supportive and it has been fun to do this together. Anyone else out there have a bad habit of eating whatever is easiest or most con